Donna watched Angie as tears came to her eyes.

“Please don’t cry, Ange. I’ll be banished if you cry.”

“Oh, Mom, that’s just so sweet! You’re not exactly known for being sweet....”

Donna rolled her eyes. It was going to be decades before she grew out of that reputation. “Who held you while you cried when that ass**le stood you up on prom night? Who fired MCAT questions at you to help you get ready for the test? I’ve worked on countless science projects and checked over more homework than a sane woman can bear. Please, can you cut me some slack?”

Angie laughed. “Damn Beth and Jenna. I’ll get you all fixed up and they’ll get the benefits.” She wiped at her eyes and that fast Jack was beside their table.

“Donna, did you make her cry?”

“No!”

“No, Jack—we were making up, actually,” Angie said. She took a breath. “I’m going back to the kitchen to get a bowl of soup. Want one, Mom?”

“Thanks, honey.”

As soon as Angie was in the kitchen, Jack bore down on Donna. “What was that?”

“New rules of engagement, Jack. I need my daughter in my life and I’m just arrogant enough to think she still needs me. I threw myself on her mercy. I think she was touched, actually.”

“Is that right? Will you be leaving now?”

She shook her head. “I need to stay awhile. And I’m going to do what I can to be supportive without interfering.”

“Why don’t you get back to the family and leave that to us—me and Mel, Brie and Mike.”

“Because, Jack. My little girl is in love with a fine young man. It’s going to really sting when he goes. And he has to go, we all know that. I want to be here for her if she needs me.”

Chapter Fourteen

Angie introduced her mother to the Riordans, including Maureen and George. They all had dinner together in one of those fantastic gang meals hosted by Jilly, cooked by Kelly. And the next night, Jack’s was full of family and friends. On both nights she went home alone, convincing Patrick that if his mother called or dropped by, she wanted him to be there. One more night and she’d be going to Davis, so on this night she was back at the cabin early so she’d be able to get up early. When she pulled into the clearing, she burst into laughter.

There sat the Jeep. Smoke curled from the chimney and the Christmas lights were turned on. Now one of the smaller pines wore lights and balls—Patrick had been at it again.

She walked in and found him sitting on the sofa in front of the fire, stocking feet up on the chest, a small glass with some dark amber liquor in it. His travel duffel sat just inside the door.

“You trimmed my tree,” she said.

“That’s right. And I’m going to trim you next.” And then he smiled that lopsided smile and his green eyes glowed in the firelight. “Everyone knows we’re going to bed early so we can get up at 4:00 a.m. to drive to Davis. No one is going to call or come over. It’s just you and me. You’re not getting rid of me this time.”

She shrugged out of her jacket and kicked off her boots. “What have you got there?” she asked, indicating the glass.

“I little brandy to warm your mood and help you snuggle up next to me, which by the way I want to do every night until that black day comes when we have to go back to reality.”

She saw the brandy and a glass sitting on the counter, waiting for her. She poured herself a small amount and went to sit with him. “What did you do with yourself today? Besides trimming my tree?”

“I spent plenty of time with Maureen, George and my brothers so we’d be left alone tonight. And I copped a container of Kelly’s duck soup for when we’re hungry later. I borrowed a thermos from Jilly for coffee for the drive.”

She touched his beautiful face. “You’re doing a very good job of making yourself unforgettable, Paddy.”

“You’ll forget me in no time, babe.”

Angie knew better, but she wasn’t going to show her weak side. She opted in this relationship knowing the facts.

Soup followed brandy and bed followed soup. Patrick undressed her and touched her slowly. Carefully. When he slipped his hand below her waist he smiled. “I wish you could really know what it means to me, that you’re ready for me the second I touch you.”

She laughed softly. “Patrick, I get ready at the sound of your voice. And it’s not something I do on purpose, either. That line from the movie—‘You had me at hello’—they weren’t talking about what people thought.” And then she laid a deep kiss on him, sliding her hand over the bulge in his pants. “Hello,” she whispered against his lips.

He moved over her, gently building the tension in her with fingers and lips until she was asking, Please please please, and he laughed low in his throat. Then he satisfied her, leaving both of them panting.

“God,” she whispered. “How do you do it?”

“I listen to you,” he whispered. “You tell me what you want. Need.”

“I never say a word!”

“You sigh. You moan. Your body lifts to me. You wrap yourself around me when you’re ready. You’re responsive and have a powerful language just for me.” He kissed her deeply. “For right now, for this little space in time, you belong to me and I belong to you.”

“Does a small part of you wish, for just a second, that Christmas wouldn’t come this year?”

He brushed back her hair. “It’s not a small part of me, honey. And it lasts all day long.”

* * *

Deep in the night, Patrick found himself transported to the carrier. It was predawn and the mist was rolling over the deck. He was crouched, preflighting the Hornet, kicking some tires. He’d been here in the middle of the night before but this felt strange—he was alone with the jet. No fuelers, mechanics, techs. Just Paddy and his plane—and it was eerie and quiet.

Patrick looked up and there he was again, leaning against the jet. Jake. Grinning. He was wearing his flight suit and holding his helmet. “Hey,” he said.

Paddy stood up to look him in the eye. “What do you have to smile about?”

“Good to see you, too.”

“You’re not real,” Paddy pointed out.

Jake laughed and shook his head. “I’m as real as you want me to be, man. Listen, it’s time for you to cut me loose.”

“Am I keeping you from something?”

“No, I’m keeping you from something. Paddy, wake up. Do what you know you have to do.”

“I can’t wake up.”

“Paddy, it’s all right. Wake up.”

“I can’t wake up. I’ll do it—just don’t worry. I’ll do it. I’ll take care of her. Don’t go yet. Tell me what it’s like.”

“You’re kidding me, right? It’s like heaven, man, which is a miracle in itself. I was not slotted for heaven. Not as exciting as the Hornet, but I get by. Paddy, wake up and do what you have to do. Paddy, wake up. Wake up. Wake up.”

His eyes popped open and he was looking into Angie’s large, brown eyes. She was up on her knees, looking down at him. He took a breath. “Whoa.”

“Nightmare?” she asked him.

He shook his head. He ran a hand through his hair. “You’re going to think I’m crazy. It was Jake.”

She dropped down so she was sitting on her heels. “You were talking to him. What did he say to you?”

Aw, he didn’t want to tell her that! Jake wanted him to go to Marie and Daniel, to take care of his family since he couldn’t. “He kept telling me to wake up.”

“Um, that might’ve been me. You were doing some thrashing around and mumbling. Did it look like him? Sound like him?”

He nodded. “If it’s not weird enough to see your dead best friend in a dream, we were on the deck of a completely deserted aircraft carrier. A ghost ship. Dreams are weird.”

“You didn’t seem scared, but you were struggling. Was it a good visit?”

“Angie, it’s not like it really happened.”

She gave a shrug and snuggled up next to him. “Never know,” she said. “It’s almost time to get up.”

He pulled her closer. “I’m sorry I woke you. Sometimes I can be a real load to sleep with.”

She giggled. “Right. Sometimes you’re nothing but trouble.”

* * *

They were all at the surgical center by 8:00 a.m. It took only a few minutes for Lorraine to sign all the releases and give her daughter a kiss before sending her off with a nurse to be prepared for surgery. She had barely cleared the waiting room when Dr. Hernandez came through the door. He was wearing scrubs and drying his hands on a towel.

“I’m sure it’s been explained to you, Mrs. Thickson, that we’re going to give Megan a mild sedative now and within a half hour anesthesia will be administered. The procedure will take an hour, possibly two. It’s not complicated at all, but we don’t hurry where facial nerves are involved. You can wait here or you can go out and come back in a couple of hours. She’ll either be just coming out of surgery or waking up. There will be bandages, but they’re coming off tomorrow.”

Lorraine nodded.

Then he looked at Angie and said, “Will you come back with me?”

She was a little confused. “Sure.” And she followed.

Dr. Hernandez sat on a stool at a stainless-steel counter in front of a computer. He was typing something in. He turned toward her and gave her a smile. “So, the intel on you is that you’re very smart. So Dr. Temple tells us.”

Her eyes grew round. “I get by,” she said.

He chuckled. “Have you ever observed a surgery?”

“I saw a knee scoped,” she said.

“Ah, mechanical engineering,” he said with a grin. “Would you like to scrub in with me?”

“Me? But I don’t know anything about this!”

He stood up from his stool. “You won’t be asked to do anything. We’re going to keep you out of the way—on the outside of our sterile field with the circulating nurse. But perhaps you’ll be able to catch a glimpse of what’s going on and it may interest you. Unless you don’t think you’re up to it…”

“I’m up to it!” she said.

“Even though this is your young friend?”

“But she’s going to be fine.”

He gave a nod. “Completely fine. There will be more blood than a knee scope, however....”

“I’m good,” she said. “Let me run and tell Paddy and Lorraine where I’ll be.” She dashed to the waiting room before he could change his mind.

She tried to be calm but could feel excitement bubbling over. Sure, she had decided to forgo medical school for at least a couple of years, but for a girl who grew up taking things apart and putting them back together again, this sounded like fun. “And I’ll be right there when Megan wakes up. Why don’t you two go get some breakfast or at least some coffee? We have Paddy’s cell phone number if you’re needed.”

“I’m not sure I could eat,” Lorraine said.

“Even more reason—get something in your stomach to keep you calm and alert.”

“I’ve got this,” Paddy said, taking Lorraine’s elbow. “There’s a Denny’s on the corner. We’ll be back in an hour.”

“Thank you. Let me get going—I don’t want to hold them up.”

She no sooner walked through the door when she found herself in the custody of the circulating nurse named Denise. “We’re going to scrub together, Angie. And you’re going to stay close to me during the procedure.” Denise handed her a couple of hair bands. “Can you put up your hair so that none is trailing out of the cap?”