“Nope. I got nothing on that except what he’s told me.”

“Yeah. Other than the shots, it’s vague for me too. Maybe you should talk to Miller more about it, ’cause he’s the only one who seems to remember much of anything.”

I look to the door. “You think I should do that now?”

“Probably not. Maybe tomorrow.”

“Sure. Right.”

Randy leaves, and it’s just me and Rookie. Rook then goes into great detail about the events that took place in one of my spare bedrooms the other night. It really just makes me feel worse.

Once I get home, I spend an hour stretching and another hour in the hot tub trying to relax the muscles in my back, but they’ve gone into spasm, and no amount of ibuprofen seems to be helping. I could go for something stronger, but then getting to Poppy later could be a problem. There’s no fucking way I’m going to miss having her hands on me for another hour.

At seven I take another shower, shave, and get dressed. At seven twenty, I whack off. At, seven fifty-five I whack off again. It only takes ten minutes, which is twice as long as the first time. At least I’m killing time, and it would be really nice to avoid the hard-on part of the program this evening. I’ll be at her house, for God’s sake. Stressing out about that, I wander around my house until eight twenty.

At that point I’m too antsy to wait any longer, so I get in my car and follow the directions to Poppy’s place. She lives in Bucktown in one of the little row houses. It’s a familiar area, not too far from where my aunt’s house was when I lived with her. It’s a cute little neighborhood. Poppy must make a solid living as a massage therapist, or maybe she has a boyfriend she lives with. I don’t particularly like that idea.

I park a couple of houses down and look for her Mini, but I don’t see it anywhere, which makes sense since it’s only 8:41.

I’m already semi-hard again, which is crazy since I’ve whacked it twice in the past hour and a half. I drum on my dash while I wait. At eight fifty, she finally shows up. I cut the engine, check my reflection in the rearview mirror, and get out of the car.

“I’m a little early,” I call out as I walk up the sidewalk toward her.

She startles and drops her keys. Her fingers flutter to her throat.

The same fingers that are going to be touching me soon.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to sneak up on you. I figured you would’ve seen my car.” I thumb over my shoulder.

Poppy follows my gaze. “I must not have been paying very close attention.”

“I guess not.” I bend over to pick up her keys. Instead of dangling the chain, I hold them out in my hand.

Her fingertips graze my skin as she takes them. It’s too quick to really register. I’m nervous now that this massage won’t be the same as last time—actually enjoyable. What if that was a fluke?

I follow her up the stairs to her house. Her hair is in a ponytail again.

“Evening, Poppy.”

“Oh! Hi, Mr. Goldberg. How are you?”

A little old man dressed in track pants and a loose fitting T-shirt with a Nike symbol on it sits on the porch next door.

“I’m good. You?” He looks me over, like he’s assessing whether I should be allowed in her house.

Poppy smiles. “I’m good, too.”

“Who’s your friend?”

“Oh. This is Lance. He’s a client. I’m treating him here as a favor.”

“Ah.” He gives me another speculative look. “Not your Friday night date, then?”

“No, Mr. Goldberg. Not my date.”

“That’s good. Means I don’t need to worry about this one.”

Poppy laughs. It’s high and a little embarrassed. Her cheeks flush pink.

“I’ll be on my very best behavior, sir,” I say.

He raises a brow. “That’s what they all say right before they’re on their worst behavior, son.”

CHAPTER 10

NOT SO HIDDEN

EMOTIONS

POPPY

Lance laughs while my face sets itself on fire. Of course my neighbor has to be out tonight. Well, he’s out almost every night, but his timing and pith are unfortunate on this particular occasion.

Usually Friday night is April and me hanging out, and Mr. Goldberg knows that. I’ve probably had a handful of Friday night dates in the past year, and of course, my neighbor is usually around to witness me being picked up. Then on our Wednesday cookie-and-tea dates, he’ll give me his thoughts on whether said gentleman deserves to go out with me again. It’s rather sweet.

“I’ll see you later, Mr. Goldberg.” I manage to open the door, slap the light on, and usher Lance inside before he can say anything else.

Before I close the door, I poke my head back out and give him a look that tells him I’m not impressed. He just winks.

“Be safe, Miss Poppy. You know what they say about those redheads.”

I roll my eyes and shut the door. “Sorry about that. He’s a little…” I struggle to find the right word.

Lance rocks back on his heels. “Feisty? Protective?”

“Both. Definitely. He lost his wife last winter, and his kids live on the other side of the country. He’s pseudo-adopted me.”

“Can’t say I blame him. Pretty single woman living alone…makes sense he’d want to watch out for you.” Lance looks around. “You live alone, right?”

I cough as I drop my purse and keys on the little table by the front door. “I live alone.”