“I’m not dressed for the occasion,” he said, blindly groping for an out. The truth was, he didn’t date, especially not potential members of his congregation. It wouldn’t be appropriate.

To be fair, if he’d known he was going to be roped into participating, he would have changed into something more casual. He was wearing his work clothes. Dress pants and a button-down and leather shoes with tassels.

Not that a T-shirt would have made this situation any less anxiety-inducing, but still. The majority of the participants were under thirty and wearing street clothes. In comparison, he looked like someone’s dad.

“I’m sure no one wants to sit across from—”

“From a hot, smart, compassionate, eligible man. Oh, no, you’re right. What a burden.” She rolled her eyes at him. “Relax. No one’s asking you to get married.” Naomi reached out and straightened his collar, her fingertips barely brushing the back of his neck. “This is supposed to be fun, remember?”

The interaction lasted only a few seconds, but Ethan still found himself breathless.

“I can’t in good conscience speed-date my sister,” he said, voice slightly strangled.

Naomi’s mouth curled into something dangerous. “Even I’m not that kinky.”

Ethan worried she could see his heartbeat through his clothes.

“I’ll make sure the Cohens don’t end up on opposite sides of the same table, okay? You can issue a broad disclaimer about your lack of eligibility to everyone else. Come on. All you need is something to grease the wheels a bit, you know.”

“Right. That’s a good idea.” He could handle that much.

“What’s your go-to question on a first date?”

“My . . . ? I’m not sure I have . . .” Ethan hadn’t dated in years. Mostly because he’d been busy with study and service, but also because he wasn’t ready to settle down, and the nature of his position made any attempts at dating feel, at least to him, inherently serious.

“Come on. Everyone has a conversational standby. Even rabbis.”

He ran his thumb across his forehead. “I suppose I’d ask someone what matters to them. Why they get out of bed in the morning?”

Naomi pursed her lips. “Most people ask about jobs or hometowns.”

“Sorry. I don’t have to use it if you think it’s weird.”

“No. I like it.” She nodded decisively. “So, why do you get out of bed in the morning?”

Something about the intensity of her voice when she asked pulled the truth out of him.

“There’s a moment, when you’re speaking to someone, and you’re listening to something they said, or actually”—it didn’t even require conversation—“maybe not, maybe you’re just giving them your attention, holding a door open at the deli, and something shifts behind their eyes and you know that they feel seen.”

He lowered his chin, feeling goofy. “Not just seen but acknowledged in some way. They know they matter. That they’re not alone. And when that happens, I think about all the times someone has done that for me. The way that interaction saved me, shored me up against a thousand invisible aches I didn’t realize I was carrying.”

Naomi’s face gave nothing away when he met her eyes.

“It’s, uh . . . why I always come back to that Einstein quote I told you about. I guess I get out of bed because I think about the connection that we all have, this fragile humanity, each of us insignificant and at the same time precious. A continuation of a species that is recklessly unique. I remember that life is a finite gift, and I’d be an asshole to waste it.”

“Holy shit,” she finally said, more breath than words.

“Sorry for saying ‘asshole.’” His mouth twisted. “Twice.”

“Trust me, I’m not offended. Are you always so—”

“Verbose? Yes.”

“I was gonna say optimistic.”

Ethan could focus on nothing but the fact that her perfume smelled like wood smoke and cinnamon. He couldn’t stop his next question. “Why do you get out of bed in the morning?”

She blinked. “Easy. Because the world is cruel and unrelenting, full of pain and injustice.”

Ethan’s brows drew together. “That sounds more like a reason to stay home.”

“You didn’t let me finish.” He hadn’t expected her to be so playful when he met her. It was sort of ruinous, how much he liked it when she teased him.

“The world is cruel and unrelenting, full of pain and injustice,” she said again, leaning just slightly toward him, “and I am a stick of dynamite.”

Ethan’s breath caught in his chest, but she wasn’t done.

“Sometimes ineffectual, other times unnecessarily destructive, but, on occasion, enough to at least temporarily disrupt the rhythm of the patriarchal abyss threatening to suck down everything I care about and hold it hostage.”

“Wow.” He meant wow in its original sense: in awe, astonishment.

She laughed. “Too much for a first date?”

“Not the right one,” he said without thinking.

Her lips parted. The sudden urge to run his thumb across the skin there made his next inhale harsh.

“We should go. Leah’s gathered everyone. Come on, America’s Most Eligible Rabbi.”