The Matchmaker Page 55
Celerie had bought the two headbands so that she and Dabney might match.
Riley said nothing during this exchange. He was trying to lead them through the crowd while carrying his guitar case and the cooler with the drinks.
Celerie said, “Is your fiancé a nice guy?”
Agnes thought Celerie sounded younger than twenty-two. What kind of question was that? Of course he was a nice guy, otherwise Agnes wouldn’t be marrying him.
Agnes nodded, and they walked along.
But then it struck Agnes that nice wasn’t the first word that came to mind when describing CJ, and he might not have seemed nice even by Celerie’s midwestern standards. CJ was confident and magnetic. He knew what he wanted, he had the world on a string, he could fix any problem—or so it had seemed to Agnes. In her daily workday, which involved a lot of chaos, CJ was stability. And life with him was exciting—the restaurants, the celebrities and professional athletes, the money, the perks, the parties. The glamour of life with CJ was intoxicating. Agnes often wondered how his ex-wife, Annabelle Pippin, had walked away from all that. It must have been like detoxing from a drug.
Agnes thought about what Manny Partida had said: I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t tell you.
CJ would never be physical with Agnes, no more physical than asking her to cut her hair, although it was true that CJ required more maintenance than a litter of shar-pei puppies. And he liked to have his way.
They found a good place in the sand on Jetties Beach and set up camp. There were couples and families all around them—everyone happy and sunburned and hungry. Agnes took great relief at plopping down on the blanket, forming a triangle with Celerie and Riley, coolers in the middle. She opened a beer for Riley and poured champagne for herself and Celerie.
Celerie said, “We should have a cheers. Toast the birth of our nation.”
Agnes loved the girl’s earnestness. She held up her plastic cup. “Cheers!”
They all touched glasses. Celerie smiled at Riley and said, “I’m being good tonight!”
And Riley said, “Be sure to eat!”
Agnes pulled out the cheese straws and the spicy nuts, and Riley removed his guitar from its case and began strumming. Agnes gazed up at the Cliff. Her parents were up there at a party, being proper adults. Dabney wouldn’t pull any of her crazy disappearing acts now that Box was home.
Agnes fiddled with her ring. It was loose; she needed to get it sized. CJ didn’t know it was loose, because when he presented it to her, Agnes kept proclaiming how perfect it was. She should have told him it was loose, and she should have told him the diamond was too big. She could never, ever wear it and feel safe in the neighborhood where she worked. But that would, inevitably, lead to CJ’s telling her she shouldn’t be working in that neighborhood. After they were married, he wanted her to quit.
The sun was going down. Agnes drank her champagne. Riley was playing “Good Riddance,” by Green Day, and the people around them were singing.
I hope you have the time of your life.
CJ was at Yankee Stadium, watching a double header against the Angels that would end with fireworks. Agnes had been in the luxury box before, and it was fabulous. CJ would be drinking a Dirty Goose, eating sparingly off the tray of crudités (unless he was cheating, as Agnes was; she hoped he was stuffing his face with baked Brie), and schmoozing with the players’ wives and members of the Steinbrenner family.
She felt a pang of longing for him and wished for a second that she were at Yankee Stadium. But then she corrected. The Bronx with CJ was fun, but it wasn’t Nantucket.
Riley played “Only the Good Die Young,” and even more people sang along. It was turning into a regular concert. Requests came in—“Country Road” and then “Sweet Home Alabama.” Agnes closed her eyes and listened to the voices melding around her. Her feet were buried in the sand and the champagne had warmed the very center of her. She was conscious of being alive and being present: a clear night, a golden beach, good food—and now, thanks to Riley, their favorite songs, to which they knew all the words.
“‘High Hopes!’” Celerie called out.
Of course, Agnes thought.
She wasn’t sure when she had lost the ring, but if she had to guess, it had probably fallen off while she was serving up the picnic—cutting the hero sandwich or scooping the potato salad. All Agnes knew was that as she was walking off the beach in a stream of humanity—everyone commenting on how the fireworks this year had been better than ever—she noticed the ring was no longer on her finger. At that instant it felt like her heart thudded down between her feet. She stopped in her tracks; the people behind her were not pleased.
“Oh, God,” she said.
“What?” Riley said. He was ambling alongside her while Celerie forged ahead. Dealing with crowds was a particular skill of hers, as she had spent a good part of her college years negotiating the Humphrey Metrodome.
My ring, Agnes mouthed. She literally couldn’t bring herself to say the words. They were too awful. She tried to blink herself back five or six hours to the moment when she decided that wearing the ring was a good idea. No, it had not been a good idea. She should have left it at home, in its box on her dresser.
“Your ring?” Riley said.
“It’s gone,” Agnes said.
Celerie was lost to them up ahead when Agnes and Riley decided to go back to where they had been sitting to try to find the ring. It was dark, and the sand was cold and littered with trash. Agnes eyed the wide swath of Jetties Beach. Who could say for sure which six square feet they had occupied? With all the people walking past, the ring would be buried.