The Matchmaker Page 83
He said, “Hey, baby.”
“Hey,” she said. Her emotions surged at the sound of his voice, and at the raw physicality of him. He was here—he had skipped out on precious Bantam Killjoy and come to Nantucket to see her. There was something desperate and romantic about that, and she felt herself rethinking her decision.
He handed the bottle of vodka to Agnes and said, “You want?”
She accepted the bottle; it was icy cold. She brought it to her lips and threw back a little more than a shot, grateful for the cold burn down her throat and into her chest. Deep breath. She set the bottle down on the hood of the Prius.
What to say?
She wasn’t sure. She waited.
CJ took her face in his hands and kissed her hard, his teeth tearing at her lips. He grabbed her by the hair—it had grown past the nape of her neck over the summer—and yanked her head back like she was a doll he intended to decapitate.
“You sent back the ring,” he said.
“I…” She couldn’t talk; her neck was so stretched that the skin was taut, he was hurting her, and she was having a hard time getting air. “Let…go,” she said.
He lunged at her with his mouth, biting and sucking on her clavicle, chewing on her like a rabid dog. He was hurting her.
“Get off me!” she said.
CJ held her by the back of the head and grabbed her left wrist, right below her Cartier love bracelet. His grip was ironclad, a different kind of bracelet, a bracelet of fury. He shoved her up against the side of the Prius. She felt him hard against her leg, but she didn’t find it arousing. She wasn’t about to have sex with CJ here in Clendenin’s driveway.
She tried to push him away, but he only tightened his grip on her wrist.
Bruises, she thought. He’s going to leave bruises.
“Let go of me,” she said. He had a fistful of her hair. “You’re hurting me, CJ.”
“Hurting you?” he said. “Hurting you?” he screamed.“Let’s talk about who’s hurting who here. You sent back my ring! After all I’ve done for you!”
“Yes,” Agnes said, trying to placate him. “You have done a lot for me—”
“You don’t know the half of it!” he shouted. “Your little favorites, the ones you worry so much about? Quincy and…?”
“Dahlia,” Agnes bleated.
“I bought their mother an apartment!” CJ screamed. “A fucking apartment, so that they would have a home. I wanted to surprise you.”
“Oh my God,” Agnes said. CJ had bought Quincy and Dahlia’s mother an apartment? Agnes couldn’t believe it. And yet, it was exactly the kind of thing CJ did. He was insanely generous with material things, because there was some kind of deficiency in his heart.
“Thank you,” Agnes said. “That was very kind…”
“Kind? You think I did it to be kind? I did it because I love you!”
“Let go of my hair, CJ,” she said. “And let go of my arm.” She heard Manny Partida, clear as day: I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t tell you.
“I sent the ring back because,” Agnes said. “Because—”
“Because why?” he demanded.
“Because I don’t want to marry you, CJ.”
CJ brought her head forward, nearly to his chest, and then he slammed her head back against the Prius. Agnes gasped. In the morning there would be a lump, she thought. An egg.
“Stop,” she said. “Please, CJ.”
“Please, Charlie,” he said. “Please Charlie please Charlie please Charlie please Charlie.” He slammed her head against the car again, and then again. Agnes was confused about what was happening; she felt something warm and wet in her hair. Was she bleeding?
“You bitch!” he screamed. “After all I’ve done for you! You came up here and started screwing somebody else!”
“No,” she said. “I did not! I swear I did not!”
He slammed her head again and this time the pain made Agnes’s knees buckle. CJ lifted her up by one arm; he was going to rip it out of its socket. Hair pulling, arm twisting, some not-so-nice stuff. She was going to faint. Is your fiancé a nice guy? There was a sticky trickle down the back of her neck, and Agnes vomited into the shells of the driveway.
“What the hell is going on here?” Another voice, growling and bearlike. And then a high-pitched cry that Agnes knew belonged to her mother.
Darling!
CJ let Agnes go and she collapsed in a heap. She touched her head. Blood. Her left arm was numb.
She heard a struggle, heavy breathing, fists against flesh. CJ was fighting with Clendenin. Clen, who had only one arm.
Dabney cried out, “Clen, stop, you’re going to get hurt.”
Hurt, Agnes thought. Hurthurthurthurthurt.
The blood running down her neck was half Clendenin’s blood.
Agnes opened her eyes in time to see Dabney climbing the porch stairs and Agnes thought, Call the police, Mom! Go inside and call the police! She couldn’t say the words. CJ was punching Clen the way she used to see him go after the bag at the gym. Relentlessly. And yet Clen was still on his feet, still swinging his right arm.
Agnes thought back to the moment when CJ Pippin was introduced to her, in the Waldorf ballroom, with a full orchestra playing in the background and canapés being served on silver trays. Their gala benefit had been the polar opposite of the cause they were raising money for. Agnes remembered being discomfited by this, even as she knew that throwing glamorous events was how one kept the doors open. CJ had asked Agnes to dance, and afterward he had brought her a glass of champagne. Then, during the Ask, he had raised his hand and donated a hundred thousand dollars. Agnes had gushed at his generosity. He had seemed like such a hero then.