The Midnight Library Page 54
Later, Nora helped clean out some of the little dog huts. She imagined they called them huts because it sounded better than cages, which was really a more apt name for them. There was a three-legged Alsatian called Diesel, who had been there a while apparently. When they played catch, Nora discovered his reflexes were good, his mouth catching the ball almost every time. She liked this life – or more precisely, she liked the version of herself in this life. She could tell the kind of person she was from the way people spoke to her. It felt nice – comforting, solidifying – to be a good person.
Her mind felt different here. She thought a lot in this life, but her thoughts were gentle.
‘Compassion is the basis of morality,’ the philosopher Arthur Schopenhauer had written, in one of his softer moments. Maybe it was the basis of life too.
There was one man who worked there called Dylan, who had a natural way with all the dogs. He was about her age, maybe younger. He had a kind, gentle, sad look about him. His long surf-dude hair golden as a retriever. He came and sat next to Nora on a bench at lunch, overlooking the field.
‘What are you having today?’ he asked, sweetly, nodding to Nora’s lunchbox.
She honestly didn’t know – she had found it already prepared when she’d opened her magnet-and calendar-cluttered fridge that morning. She peeled off the lid to find a cheese and Marmite sandwich and a packet of salt and vinegar crisps. The sky darkened and the wind picked up.
‘Oh crap,’ Nora said. ‘It’s going to rain.’
‘Maybe, but the dogs are all still in their cages.’
‘Sorry?’
‘Dogs can smell when rain is coming, so they often head indoors if they think it’s going to happen. Isn’t that cool? That they can predict the future with their nose?’
‘Yes,’ said Nora. ‘Way cool.’
Nora bit into her cheese sandwich. And then Dylan put his arm around her.
Nora jumped up.
‘—the hell?’ she said.
Dylan looked deeply apologetic. And a little horrified at himself. ‘I’m sorry. Did I hurt your shoulder?’
‘No . . . I just . . . I . . . No. No. It’s fine.’
She discovered that Dylan was her boyfriend and that he had gone to the same secondary school as her. Hazeldene Comp. And that he was two years younger.
Nora could remember the day her dad died, when she was in the school library staring as a blond boy from a couple of years below ran past outside the rain-speckled window. Either chasing someone or being chased. That had been him. She had vaguely liked him, from a distance, but without really knowing him or thinking about him at all.
‘You all right, Norster?’ Dylan asked.
Norster?
‘Yeah. I was just . . . Yeah. I’m fine.’
Nora sat down again but left a bit more bench between them. There was nothing overtly wrong with Dylan. He was sweet. And she was sure that in this life she genuinely liked him. Maybe even loved him. But entering a life wasn’t the same as entering an emotion.
‘By the way, did you book Gino’s?’
Gino’s. The Italian. Nora had gone there as a teenager. She was surprised it was still going.
‘What?’
‘Gino’s? The pizza place? For tonight? You said you kind of know the manager there.’
‘My dad used to, yeah.’
‘So, did you manage to call?’
‘Yes,’ she lied. ‘But actually, it is fully booked.’
‘On a weeknight? Weird. That’s a shame. I love pizza. And pasta. And lasagne. And—’
‘Right,’ said Nora. ‘Yes. I get it. I completely get it. I know it was strange. But they had a couple of big bookings.’
Dylan already had his phone out. He was eager. ‘I’ll try La Cantina. You know. The Mexican. Tons of vegan options. I love a Mexican, don’t you?’
Nora couldn’t think of a legitimate reason for her not to do this, aside from Dylan’s not-entirely-riveting conversation, and compared to the sandwich she was currently eating and the state of the rest of her fridge, Mexican food sounded promising.
So, Dylan booked them a table. And they carried on talking as dogs barked in the building behind them. It emerged during the conversation that they were thinking of moving in together.
‘We could watch Last Chance Saloon,’ he said.
She wasn’t really listening. ‘What’s that?’
He was shy, she realised. Bad with eye contact. Quite endearing. ‘You know, that Ryan Bailey film you wanted to watch. We saw the trailer for it. You said it’s meant to be funny and I did some research and it has an eighty-six per cent on Rotten Tomatoes and it’s on Netflix so . . .’
She wondered if Dylan would believe her if she told him that in one life she was a lead singer of an internationally successful pop-rock band and global icon who had actually dated and voluntarily broken up with Ryan Bailey.
‘Sounds good,’ she said, as she stared at an empty crisp packet floating across the sparse grass.
Dylan rushed off the bench to grab the packet and dropped it into the bin next to the bench.
He flopped back to Nora, smiling. Nora understood what this other Nora saw in him. There was something pure about him. Like a dog himself.
Why Want Another Universe If This One Has Dogs?