This Savage Song Page 56
Kate was curled up on her side with her back to them, a blanket slipping to reveal the bandages wrapped around her waist, and it hit him in a wave, where he was, what had happened. Colton. The Malchai. The tunnels. The hunger. August sat up, and the room tipped. “You can’t be here.”
“Can’t, shouldn’t, wouldn’t, won’t,” she whispered. “No one saw me go. No one thinks to look for someone who’s always there. They are all looking for you.”
“How did you find us?”
“You tick, I tock,” she said, her voice so soft that only his ears could pick it up. “I would hear you anywhere.” A breeze blew through the window. It was open, twilight streaming in. He’d slept all afternoon, and he winced as his pulse thudded in his skull, and Ilsa pressed her cool palm to his cheek. “You’re warm.”
He brushed her hand away. “I’m all right,” he mouthed, because it was still true. “Is anyone with you?”
She shook her head. Her eyes were wide, the skin tight over her bones, her edges haloed by the thin light from the window. She looked wrong outside the compound, as if she’d left some part of herself behind.
Our sister has two sides. They do not meet.
“Ilsa,” he whispered. “You can’t be here.”
“Henry is worried. Leo is angry. Emily wanted me to come. She didn’t say the words, but I heard them anyway.”
“You need to go back home. If Harker’s men see you, if they catch you—”
“I told you everything was breaking.” Ilsa sank down next to him, curled up right there on the floor with her cheek to the carpet, picking at the fibers. “I could feel it,” she murmured. “And I’m glad it’s not inside me, but that means it’s out here. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I let the cracks into the world.”
He rolled toward her. “Hush, Ilsa. It wasn’t you.”
“I told Leo about the cracks, and he told me everything breaks. But I wish it didn’t have to. I wish we could go back instead of forward.”
“I wish we could stay the same,” whispered August.
She gave him a rueful smile. “Nobody gets to stay the same, little brother.” She nodded at Kate. “Not even them.” She took his hand and folded it in hers, the way she had with the traitor’s back at the compound, just before she took his soul. “Please come home.”
“I can’t, Ilsa. Not yet.” His eyes went to the bed.
“Do you care about her?” The question was simple, curious.
“I care about us. About our city. Someone tried to kill her. To frame us. To break the truce.” A shadow swept across Ilsa’s face.
I don’t want to burn again.
“She’s an innocent,” he added. “I’m just trying to keep her safe.”
Ilsa’s features smoothed. “All right,” she said. “Then I’ll help.”
August shook his head. “No. Please go home, Ilsa.”
I need you safe, he thought. There is too much to lose. I can’t risk you.
A small crease formed between her eyes. “But someone has to keep the shadows back.”
August tensed. “What shadows?”
“The ones with teeth.”
He sat up. “Malchai?”
Ilsa nodded. “They are coming. They are on their way.”
“How do you know?”
“I can feel the cracks they make and—”
He took her by the shoulders. “But how do you know?”
“—the man downstairs, he told me,” she went on, as if she hadn’t heard him. “It spilled right out of his mouth, little brother. He couldn’t keep it in. He went back and forth, back and forth, but then he broke, like all things do. . . .”
August let go, pushed his hands through his hair. “Kate,” he said. “Kate, wake up.”
She made a muffled sound but didn’t stir.
Ilsa slid to her feet, and crossed to the bed. “No, Ilsa, wait.” But it was too late, she was already reaching out, wrapping her fingers around Kate’s shoulder. She must have squeezed it, because Kate gasped and jerked forward, the lighter in her hand transforming into the small, sharp knife, the silver edge pressed to Ilsa’s throat. His sister looked down at the girl, but didn’t move.
“You’re hurt,” said Ilsa simply.
“Who are you?” demanded Kate.
“We have to go,” said August, pulling on his shirt. But Kate was still staring at Ilsa as if entranced. Which made sense; Ilsa was entrancing. “This is my sister, Ilsa. Ilsa, Kate.”
Kate’s eyes went to the stars pouring down Ilsa’s bare arms. “You’re the third one.”
Ilsa cocked her head. “No,” she said sweetly, “I’m the first.”
Kate lowered the knife, her free hand against her injured stomach. August could see the pain etched into her features. “What’s going on?”
“Malchai. Coming. Now.”
Kate pitched to her feet, swaying before Ilsa caught her. Kate stared down at the place where the Sunai’s fingers met her skin.
“Listen for me, Ilsa,” August pulled on his shoes, slung the violin over his shoulder. His sister pressed her ear to the wall. “Tell me if they—”
“They’re here.”
August paled, caught the distant sound of steps, the wet rattle of voices, the scent of rot. She was right. Kate swore, maneuvering her shirt back on. She headed for the door, and August took a step, but turned back when his sister didn’t follow. “Come on.”
“Go, little brother,” she said, her ear still to the wall. “I will stay here until you are gone.”
“It isn’t safe,” he said, holding out his hand.
But Ilsa reached up, and touched his cheek instead. “Safe,” she said with a hollow smile. “That is a pretty word.”
“Come on,” snapped Kate beside the door.
“But—”
“Don’t worry, August. I’m not afraid of the dark.”
Our sister has two sides.
He took his Ilsa’s face in his hands. “Please be careful.”
They do not meet.
“Go,” she said. “Before the cracks catch up.”